January 25, 2009
I GOT IN TO SESTER
am i happy?
the very first minute when i check the sbp intake result…i was like
im officially dead
what the hell???
what school is this??
i never even heard of it
mrsm kuala terengganu..yea
but sbp kuala terengganu…hell no
” mom..i got into a what-his-face school”
huft…huft…im cool…ok im cool
so me being the positive mira decided to google it
n i found this chart:
Peperiksaan SPM 2007
Peperiksaan Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia 2007
|Ked||Nama Sekolah||Bil. Calon||GPK|
|1||SM Sains Seremban||223||1.562|
|2||Kolej Islam Sultan Alam Shah||295||1.665|
|3||SM Sains Alam Shah||286||1.688|
|4||SBP Intergrasi Gombak||181||1.770|
|5||SM Sains Seri Puteri||210||1.877|
|6||SM Sains Kuala Terengganu||156||1.947|
|7||SM Sains Tengku Muhammad Faris Petra||186||1.956|
|8||SM Sains Muar||389||2.009|
|9||Sekolah Tun Fatimah||143||2.017|
|10||Kolej Tengku Kurshiah||144||2.070|
so im not going into a ‘lame’ school at all…
its a good school
it even beats tkc, stf and mckk
but then again…
am i happy?
because my friend got in to seseri….
my targeted sbp…..
and i am DAMN jealous….
DAMN jealous 😦
to the point that i almost cry….n i dont even cry during the motivational talk that got all my friends even boys to tears…( i told u…im just cool like that)
this morning i google ‘sester terengganu’
n i found this blog http://theillusionsmind.blogspot.com/
and the writer also got in sester…and she is sad too….she wants to go to ssp and i want to go to seseri….
so i posted a comment on her blog…
and you know what??
i comforted her…
saying thats sester is not that bad…
who’s grandmother am i joking??? * knock my head really hard on the wall and i seriously think that several brain cells died during the proses*
i am so totally is comforting myself…and not her…
but i feel better after that…and i hope she will too…
dear god….i badly wants to meet this ‘sara’ girl…we share the same fate(and the same addiction=dbsk)…what are we?? long- lost siamese twins who have the same brain divided in half during the seperation surgery??
adapting myself that i scored poorly for PMR..thats why i dont get in to seseri…my friend’s results is better than me…thats why she got in to seseri…and not ME!!!
i repent myself..
why…oh why dont i study well for pmr..
why oh why do i act so macho and chose to seriously study only a night before pmr…
is this the ‘punishment’ dear god???
or is sester the best place for me…the best place that will lead me to achieve a succesful life…to become billionare when im 25, own a ‘wisma mira’ when im 26 and an EVO when im 27 ^^